[It's...especially hard. Even alone in the of his rover and far away from the shifters and farther away from the ruins of Shiganshina and the remains of humanity. It's hard. Accepting what's happened, (what's going to happen, in a future he should remember but doesn't.) Being so close and having to hold back. Again, he takes a while, holding the blackglass too-tight, knocking his head back against the wall of his bunk to vent his frustration in a too-small and very-unsatisfying way.
There's a lot more he'd rather do (rather say) than go along with this. But it's settled. (Is it? Words are cheap, he can't forgive Reiner for what the Armored Titan did, he can't trust Annie even if some part of him still wants to.)]
FROM: jaeger.eren@cdc.org
Roger that, Squad Leader.
[But he'll be there. Because as hard as it is, it's not about what he wants. It can't be. Not here.]
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There's a lot more he'd rather do (rather say) than go along with this. But it's settled. (Is it? Words are cheap, he can't forgive Reiner for what the Armored Titan did, he can't trust Annie even if some part of him still wants to.)]
FROM: jaeger.eren@cdc.org
Roger that, Squad Leader.
[But he'll be there. Because as hard as it is, it's not about what he wants. It can't be. Not here.]